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Monday, July 29th, 2002
11:00 pm	Today: 16th Birthday Friends seen: Zero People hung out with: Zero Fun had: Zero Phone Calls: 1 Family Members that i wish i had seen but didnt: 2 Left to go see my brother at work cuz i havent seen him in 5 months. of course he was on break, just missed him, in during the 30 minutes i was gone my dad calls from the U.P. i missed his call. the 2 people i wanted to talk to the most i missed. maybe ill see my brother next year. oh well... whats new. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Jimmy Buffet - Miss Ya' So Badly (20 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Tuesday, July 16th, 2002
12:26 am	I know your life has been shitty but fuck dude... you have a beautiful one year old baby boy. theres no fucking reason to get caught with a fucking sawed off shotgun jammed down your throat. Fuck that man. twice in one week you try to shoot your fucking head off... think of what the fuck youre doing to your family asshole. Current Mood: fucking scared Current Music: heart pounding (5 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Sunday, July 14th, 2002
1:27 am	someone i cant think of what to type in here. i just figured it was time to update the ol' journal. i really need to get a job where i work from like 12 at night to 11 in the morning so i can get money and still not miss anything with my friends... but when would i sleep...? i think im going to buy these knives off tv. they are kick ass. Current Mood: in the mood to party... Current Music: knive set infomercial (3 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Sunday, July 7th, 2002
4:02 pm	Sorry for all the surveys. name] Matt [home] west bloomfield [age] 16 in 22 days [birthday] jul 30 [grade] junior [class of] 2004 [sign] leo [eye color] hazel [hair] brown [bf/gf] not exactly [clothing style] who cares [pets] cat [color crayon] no [juice flavor] orange, pulp free [cereal] cinamon toast crunch [jolly rancher flavor] gross [skittle flavor] purple [color m & m] all the same [kind of cookie] oreo [season] fall [shoes] savier [star wars character] i don't like star wars [memories] donno *this or that* [boxers or briefs?] boxers [plaid or striped?] sriped [alt or rap?] rap only old skool [ska or punk?] punk [classical or country?] country [salt or pepper?] pepper [coke or pepsi?] coke [dr. pepper or mr. pibb?] dr pepper [sprite, slice, or 7-up?] sprite [skittles-original, tropical, or wildberry?] original [hershey's-hugs or kisses] hugs [jolly ranchers or jolly rancher bubble gum?] neither [v-8 or hi-C?]hi-c [ken or barbie?] barbie [bleh or blah?] blah. [okay, ok, or o.k.?] ok [mono or stereo?] stereo [shake or stir?] shake [pens, crayons, pastels, or colored pencils?] pens [bright colors or dark colors] dark [snap,crackle, or pop?] crack [half-empty or half-full?] half full [adidas, nike, fila, or reebok?] adidas [sunshine or rain?] sunshine [rain or snow?] snow [sun or moon?] moon [silver or gold?] silver [frogs or toads?] frogs. [cds or cassettes?] Cds. [wild or mild?] wild. *short answer* [left handed or right handed?] right. [are you smart?] no [whats your middle name?] joseph [how many piercings do you have?] 3 [are you superstitious?] no [do you read your horoscope?] no [do you believe in that stuff?] no [can you do a cartwheel?] but of course [do you have bangs?] no [can you drive?] soon enough [do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] lick [do you keep a journal?] nope just lj [what languages do you know?] english espanol sorta [do you like cotton candy?] yah [do you like pina coladas?] no but i like getting caught in the rain [what do you sleep in?] underwear [how many pillows do you have?] 2 [how many cds do you have?] i dunno [how many times have you moved houses?] 2 [is your room messy?] oh yea [do you like your handwriting?] no [do you like to fingerpaint?] no [do you sleep with a stuffed animal?]no [do you sleep with socks on?] no [are you ticklish?] yes [is your house 1, 2, or 3 floors?] 2 [do you have a basement or an attic?] basement [did you go to preschool?] no [are you a morning person?] no [do you like classical music?] i dont mind it *hard questions* [would you rather be tall or short?] tall [would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?] burn [do you think guys or girls have it easier?] guys [would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000?] id do it for 50 [if you had a band what would you name it?] Yokuzuno Sleeping Pills [if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?] im done with that shit [if you were gonna be stuck on a deserted tropical island forever with one other person who would you want it to be?] jesus 01. what do you think of the way you look? im fine with it 02. what do you think about your attitude? Im a nice person as long as you are on my goodside 04. what do you think about karma? umm i don't think about it 05. what do you think about love? fuck love 06. what do you think about fate? no such thing 09. what do you tell yourself when times get hard? i dunno 10. what would you give your life for? My friends and family. 11. what was the saddest moment of your life so far? i dunno 12. what would life be without friends? easier 13. what would life be without family? easier 14. do you dream a lot at night? Yes 15. do you dream in black and white, or colour? color 16. do you remember any of your dreams? Yes. 18. what is your dream kiss like? i think this is a girls survey... 19. what is your dream job? pro sleeper 20. where is your dream house? Hawaii 21. do you think i'm too sexy for milan, new york and japan? I dunno. .do you .. 27. .. write in a journal or diary? just lj 28. .. keep an organizer? no 29. .. believe in love at first sight? yeah 30. .. believe that every person has one soul mate? no 31. .. believe in having a good education? Yah 32. .. believe in horoscopes? no 33. .. believe in yourself? sometimes 34. .. shower daily? yes 35. .. like this survey so far? No 36. .. like the person that sent you this/posted this? Yea meaghan 37. .. cry easily? no 38. .. believe in heaven? yah 39. .. believe in god? i dont know 40. .. believe in angels/ghosts or other such things? yes .favorites 41. day of the week: saturday 42. ice-cream: mint choclate chip 43. movies: wizard of oz willy wonka... the wall 47. holiday: none 48. season: fall 49. colors: black 51. school subject: school sucks 52. town: naubinway in the upper peninsula 53. country: jamaica never been tho 54. drink: ? 55. food: ? 56. thing to wear: whatever 57. music: clasic rock, punk, grind 58. page on the internet: i dunno 59. place in your house: my bed 60. animal: cat .relationships 61. crush/boyfriend/girlfriend's name: um.. 63. where does that special someone live? Close 66. do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and start crying? no 68. which is more important - personality or looks? personality 69. favorite position, top or below? uh .creative questions 71. if you had the chance to speak with william shatner what would you say to him? youre an idiot 74. does the idea of leprechauns scare you? no 75. have you ever wanted to make someone cry for no reason? yes 76. have you ever written on a mirror? yah long time ago 78. do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed: bed 81. did gym class or team sports traumatize you as a child? no 83. if someone could pop their eyeballs right out of the sockets would that impress you? hell ya .school: have you ever .. 86. skipped school? yes 87. skipped a class? yes 88. slept through a class? yes 89. thrown things at the teacher, and what did you throw? no 90. done mean things to people in your class? prolly 91. cheated on tests? yah 92. plagarized? all the time 92. copied someone else's work? Yah. 93. been suspended, and for what? no 94. been expelled, and for what? no 95. had detention? no 96. brought a weapon to school, and what was it? no 97. stolen something from someone at school? yea 98. had drugs in your posession at school? yea 99. harrassed anyone in school? yea 100. bought a teacher a flower? hell no .home: have you ever .. 102. snuck out and been caught? no 103. snuck out and got away with it? yah 104. hit a family member? yes 105. been grounded for a month or more? yes 106. had a party at your house unsupervised? yes 107. broken something & lied about it? yes 108. stolen money from your family members? no 109. had a fistfight with your sibling? No 110. gotten in trouble for bad grades? every marking period .drugs: have you ever .. 111. smoked cigarettes? yes 112. drank alcohol? Yes 113. been so drunk you passed out? yes 114. puked from drug usage? just alcohol 115. sniffed permanent markers or white out to get "high"? no 118. taken any pill medication that wasn't prescribed to you? no 119. smoked crack, or any other drug? yes 121. tried x? no way 122. candy flipped? No. 124. sold illegal drugs? yes 125. had an adult or older person buy you alcohol or cigarettes? heh 2 nights ago 126. stolen alcohol or cigarettes from a store? yes 127. driven drunk or under the influence of anything? just pot 128. done any unusual drugs? i guess depending what unusual is 129. tried inhalants? no 130. took sleeping pills? yes all the time 131. took caffeine pills? again all the time 132. used 3 or more drugs at once? yes 132. tripped acid? No 133. hallucinated? yes 134. taken a drug & swore you'd never take it again because of something that happened? no 135. overdosed? No 136. taken something you didn't know what it was? no 137. played a game such as "who will get the drugs"? who the hell does that 138. been in a drinking contest? yes 139. won a drinking contest? yes actually 140. gone to school/work on drugs? yes both 141. been caught by your parents or any adult while you were on drugs? No .misc: have you ever .. 142. stolen anything minor (small things)? yes 143. stolen anything major (expensive)? Not really 144. robbed a store/person? no 145. been caught stealing? yes 146. vandalized anything? not severely 147. stolen anything not from a store? yes 148. tampered with other people's mail? no 149. driven illegaly? yes lots of times 150. ran from the cops? yes 151. been busted by the cops for anything? yes 152. been arrested? no 153. had charges on anything filed against you? no 154. been to court? no 155. been convicted of any crime? no 156. broken in to any place? no 157. spray painted anything? no 158. harassed anyone? not really 159. done anything under the age of consent (drink, etc.)? yes 160. had sex under the age of consent? no 161. hit or harmed anyone? yes 162. broken into anyone else's stuff online? no 163. hacked a persons computer or website? no 164. commited adultery? no 165. been banned from any place for any reason? no 166. had a restraining order against you? no Current Mood: bored Current Music: The Weakest Link (Kick Me In The Nads )
Friday, July 5th, 2002
12:20 am	You're Not Cool Unless You Take Surveys. Name: Matthew Do you like it: too popular Nicknames: oh.... you mean that gay kid? Screen names: malane022 Age: 15 (shut up im 16 on July 30) Birthday: July 30 Location: computer desk haha School: central Crush: kelly Natural hair color: brown Current hair color: brown Eye color: hazel Height: 5'10" Birthplace: Detroit, Michigan Shoe size: 10.5 [ favorites ] Number: 4,000,000 Color: black Day: saturday Month: who the hell has a favorite month? Song: Pink Floyd-wish you were here Movie: Pink Floyd-The Wall/The Beatles-Yellow Submarine?Half Baked Food: dunno Band: Pink Floyd, Beatles, Alkaline Trio, Sublime, many more Season: fall Sport: skateboarding Class: Gym Teacher: sharpe Drink: CJ's margaritas - mmm mmm mmmmmmmm Veggie: yucky TV Show: simpsons, friends, family guy Radio Station: 89x Store: pac sun i dunno Word: Animal: ? Flower: cannabis flowers (sorry to steal the idea from you mike) state: Hawaii [ love and relationships ] Do you have a bf/gf: no Do you have a crush: yea How long have you liked him/her: i dunno, months Why do you like this person: she is perfect How long was your longest relationship: i think like 5 months or something How long was your shortest relationship: a day Who was your first love: no one What do you miss about them: nothing [ the past ] What is the one thing you would change about your past: better grades What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life: trying to be who i wasnt [ future ] What day is it tomorrow: fuck if i know What are you going to do after this: cash out Who are you going to talk to: beats the hell outta me Where are you going to go: bed How old will you be when you graduate:17 i think What do you wanna be: professional sleeper What is one of your dreams: dying without growing old, i dont want to see myself as an old man Where will you be in 25 years: naked asleep in my bed, in my moms basement [ have you ever ] Drank: yes. Smoked: yes. Stolen: yes. Done anything illegal: yes. Wanted to die: no Hit someone: oh yea lol [ other ] Do you write in cursive or print: print Are you a lefty or a righty: righty What is your sexual preference: da ladies What piercings do you have: both earlobes and left cartlidge Do you drive: 2 montys man Do you have glasses or braces: contacts Did you like this survey: no [ physical appearance ] What do you most like about your body: my sexy buns And least: my not sexy buns Do you think you're good looking: no [ fashion ] Do you wear a watch: nope How many coats and jackets do you own: ask me tommorow Most treasured clothing item: i dont know What kind of shoes do you wear: Savier Describe your style in one word: stupid (3 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Sunday, June 30th, 2002
3:47 pm	last night.... worked till 10 went to Young Young's house for a after work Nook party... fun times. Matt and JT got it on hardcore. ewwie. played quarter bounce with CJ Futrel matt wilson and scott anderson at 5 am and then decided to crash. woke up at about 2 and came home. Im a lil warn out but ready for a fun filled day! later Current Mood: hungover Current Music: chica chica chica chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (sprinkler outside) (5 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Wednesday, June 26th, 2002
12:00 am	wow last nite was nuts. we tryed to party hard (andrew wk style lol) but caseys house kept getting raided by neighbors that were checking in on her. plus pepole were doing it left and right, it was hard to sleep due to the noise. whatever i had a good time nonetheless. today licked ass, work from 4 to 11. shit later everyone Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: im thinkin of throwin on some beatles... (2 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Saturday, June 22nd, 2002
10:45 pm	parents? whoever invented parents should be shot. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Bane-Superhero (5 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Friday, June 21st, 2002
12:08 pm	eh........ this is my entry for my live journal today. Current Mood: hungover (9 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
12:58 am	sorry guys it appears i sent the last post about 30 times. sorry to take up all the space and what not. later (1 Sack Kick |Kick Me In The Nads )
12:26 am	ahhhhhh I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) (1 Sack Kick |Kick Me In The Nads )
12:26 am	ahhhhhh I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) (Kick Me In The Nads )
12:17 am	ahhhhhh I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) (Kick Me In The Nads )
12:09 am	ahhhhhh I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) (1 Sack Kick |Kick Me In The Nads )
Monday, June 17th, 2002
5:32 pm	Fucking People im sick of stupid people hurting people. everyone in this goddamn world is stuborn and 2 faced, whats with that? theres nobody who can change anyone. human beings are naturally stubborn and naturally fight change. whatever no one cares for each other anymore, that emotion is gone. well im feeling a little sick from last night but who cares all in all it was good, despite all the vomit. it was worth it. Current Mood: Hungover Current Music: Pink Floyd- Young Lust (5 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Sunday, June 16th, 2002
5:35 pm	ECLIPSE All that you touch And all that you see All that you taste All that you feel All that you love All that you hate All you distrust All that you save All that you give All that you deal All that you buy beg, borrow or steal All you create All you destroy All that you do All that you say All that you eat And everyone you meet All that you slight And everyone you fight All that is now All that is gone All that's to come and everything under the sun is in tune, BUT THE SUN IS ECLIPSED BY THE MOON. Pink Floyd - Dark Side Of The Moon Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Pink Floyd - Mother (6 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Friday, June 14th, 2002
1:14 am	What did i tell you take the "what's my fault" quiz. (and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.) (Kick Me In The Nads )
12:15 am	too much shit on my mind way uncool. i have some HARDCORE decision making too do on more than one thing. some of which i cant even put in my journal. i wish things would just fall into place and work themselves out in life without any thought or any participation from the subject, or victim in my case. whichever way i decide theres someone thats gonna be totaly pissed at me. oh well everyone can say goodbye to the real me cuz im going to be a totaly different person from now on. i have to act fake and pretend this shit isnt stressing me out when really its engulfing my conscience, my every thought, my every move. my soul is falling through the floor and shotting "Headfirst Straight To Hell". who wants to join me, no? i dont blame you. "I'll see you on the dark side of the moon". Current Mood: indescribable (3 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
Thursday, June 13th, 2002
3:05 pm	almost time for work, oh joy I cant believe it, i lost all my hair. i had to do it for summer but man its differnent. at least it look aright. um gotta go to work at 4 and right now its 3:10, at least i get paid tonight tho. its all good. sarah and alaina we gotta hang out before sarah goes back to hic-ville. lol j/p sarah i luv ya. well everyone im outty later Current Mood: okay Current Music: lost all my downloads, im pissed (2 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )
12:59 am	to lazy to think of a subject yet took the time to type this. hmmm now thats a thinker Well today sucked. I sat around all day doing nothing, although i did it on purpose cuz i was too pissed to do anything. now i regret it and wish i wouldve gone out. i ended up goin to ellens bonfire at like 9 tho so that was kool. thanx for having people ellen. overall i had a crappy day. everything went wrong since the minute i woke up and had to hear a bunch of shit from my parents about how i do things with my friends too much and dont hang with the family enough. what is that? what kid wants to stay home and have family parties? gay. at least the wings won thats kool. ashley thanks alot for giving me your glasses, mega cool. i really dont want to type anymore so im leaving. later friends Current Mood: lonely Current Music: was looking for the perfect song but couldnt find it (3 Sack Kicks |Kick Me In The Nads )