urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u The kid on the side, seperated from everything... malane730@yahoo.com The kid on the side, seperated from everything... 2002-07-31T03:08:36Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:7004 2002-07-31T03:08:36Z 2002-07-31T03:08:36Z Jimmy Buffet - Miss Ya' So Badly Today: 16th Birthday<br />Friends seen: Zero<br />People hung out with: Zero<br />Fun had: Zero<br />Phone Calls: 1<br />Family Members that i wish i had seen but didnt: 2<br /><br />Left to go see my brother at work cuz i havent seen him in 5 months. of course he was on break, just missed him, in during the 30 minutes i was gone my dad calls from the U.P. i missed his call. the 2 people i wanted to talk to the most i missed. maybe ill see my brother next year.<br />oh well... whats new. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:6778 2002-07-17T04:35:16Z 2002-07-17T04:35:16Z heart pounding I know your life has been shitty but fuck dude... you have a beautiful one year old baby boy. theres no fucking reason to get caught with a fucking sawed off shotgun jammed down your throat. Fuck that man. twice in one week you try to shoot your fucking head off... think of what the fuck youre doing to your family asshole. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:6433 2002-07-15T05:35:28Z 2002-07-15T05:35:28Z knive set infomercial i cant think of what to type in here. i just figured it was time to update the ol' journal. i really need to get a job where i work from like 12 at night to 11 in the morning so i can get money and still not miss anything with my friends... but when would i sleep...? i think im going to buy these knives off tv. they are kick ass. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:6171 2002-07-08T20:30:51Z 2002-07-08T20:30:51Z The Weakest Link name] Matt<br />[home] west bloomfield<br />[age] 16 in 22 days<br />[birthday] jul 30<br />[grade] junior <br />[class of] 2004<br />[sign] leo<br />[eye color] hazel<br />[hair] brown<br />[bf/gf] not exactly<br />[clothing style] who cares<br />[pets] cat<br />[color crayon] no<br />[juice flavor] orange, pulp free<br />[cereal] cinamon toast crunch<br />[jolly rancher flavor] gross<br />[skittle flavor] purple<br />[color m & m] all the same<br />[kind of cookie] oreo<br />[season] fall<br />[shoes] savier<br />[star wars character] i don't like star wars<br />[memories] donno<br /><br />*this or that* <br />[boxers or briefs?] boxers<br />[plaid or striped?] sriped<br />[alt or rap?] rap only old skool<br />[ska or punk?] punk<br />[classical or country?] country<br />[salt or pepper?] pepper<br />[coke or pepsi?] coke<br />[dr. pepper or mr. pibb?] dr pepper<br />[sprite, slice, or 7-up?] sprite<br />[skittles-original, tropical, or wildberry?] original<br />[hershey's-hugs or kisses] hugs<br />[jolly ranchers or jolly rancher bubble gum?] neither<br />[v-8 or hi-C?]hi-c<br />[ken or barbie?] barbie<br />[bleh or blah?] blah.<br />[okay, ok, or o.k.?] ok<br />[mono or stereo?] stereo<br />[shake or stir?] shake<br />[pens, crayons, pastels, or colored pencils?] pens<br />[bright colors or dark colors] dark<br />[snap,crackle, or pop?] crack<br />[half-empty or half-full?] half full<br />[adidas, nike, fila, or reebok?] adidas<br />[sunshine or rain?] sunshine<br />[rain or snow?] snow<br />[sun or moon?] moon<br />[silver or gold?] silver<br />[frogs or toads?] frogs.<br />[cds or cassettes?] Cds.<br />[wild or mild?] wild.<br /><br />*short answer* <br />[left handed or right handed?] right.<br />[are you smart?] no<br />[whats your middle name?] joseph<br />[how many piercings do you have?] 3<br />[are you superstitious?] no<br />[do you read your horoscope?] no<br />[do you believe in that stuff?] no<br />[can you do a cartwheel?] but of course<br />[do you have bangs?] no<br />[can you drive?] soon enough<br />[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] lick<br />[do you keep a journal?] nope just lj<br />[what languages do you know?] english espanol sorta<br />[do you like cotton candy?] yah<br />[do you like pina coladas?] no but i like getting caught in the rain<br />[what do you sleep in?] underwear<br />[how many pillows do you have?] 2<br />[how many cds do you have?] i dunno<br />[how many times have you moved houses?] 2<br />[is your room messy?] oh yea<br />[do you like your handwriting?] no<br />[do you like to fingerpaint?] no<br />[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?]no<br />[do you sleep with socks on?] no<br />[are you ticklish?] yes<br />[is your house 1, 2, or 3 floors?] 2<br />[do you have a basement or an attic?] basement<br />[did you go to preschool?] no<br />[are you a morning person?] no<br />[do you like classical music?] i dont mind it<br /><br />*hard questions* <br />[would you rather be tall or short?] tall<br />[would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?] burn<br />[do you think guys or girls have it easier?] guys<br />[would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000?] id do it for 50<br />[if you had a band what would you name it?] Yokuzuno Sleeping Pills<br />[if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?] im done with that shit<br />[if you were gonna be stuck on a deserted tropical island forever with one other person who would you want it to be?] jesus<br />01. what do you think of the way you look? im fine with it<br />02. what do you think about your attitude? Im a nice person as long as you are on my goodside<br />04. what do you think about karma? umm i don't think about it<br />05. what do you think about love? fuck love<br />06. what do you think about fate? no such thing<br />09. what do you tell yourself when times get hard? i dunno<br />10. what would you give your life for? My friends and family.<br />11. what was the saddest moment of your life so far? i dunno<br />12. what would life be without friends? easier<br />13. what would life be without family? easier<br />14. do you dream a lot at night? Yes <br />15. do you dream in black and white, or colour? color<br />16. do you remember any of your dreams? Yes. <br />18. what is your dream kiss like? i think this is a girls survey...<br />19. what is your dream job? pro sleeper<br />20. where is your dream house? Hawaii<br />21. do you think i'm too sexy for milan, new york and japan? I dunno. <br /><br />.do you ..<br />27. .. write in a journal or diary? just lj<br />28. .. keep an organizer? no<br />29. .. believe in love at first sight? yeah<br />30. .. believe that every person has one soul mate? no<br />31. .. believe in having a good education? Yah<br />32. .. believe in horoscopes? no<br />33. .. believe in yourself? sometimes<br />34. .. shower daily? yes<br />35. .. like this survey so far? No <br />36. .. like the person that sent you this/posted this? Yea meaghan<br />37. .. cry easily? no<br />38. .. believe in heaven? yah<br />39. .. believe in god? i dont know<br />40. .. believe in angels/ghosts or other such things? yes<br /><br />.favorites<br />41. day of the week: saturday<br />42. ice-cream: mint choclate chip<br />43. movies: wizard of oz willy wonka... the wall<br />47. holiday: none<br />48. season: fall<br />49. colors: black<br />51. school subject: school sucks<br />52. town: naubinway in the upper peninsula<br />53. country: jamaica never been tho<br />54. drink: ?<br />55. food: ?<br />56. thing to wear: whatever<br />57. music: clasic rock, punk, grind<br />58. page on the internet: i dunno<br />59. place in your house: my bed<br />60. animal: cat<br /><br />.relationships<br />61. crush/boyfriend/girlfriend's name: um..<br />63. where does that special someone live? Close<br />66. do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and start crying? no<br />68. which is more important - personality or looks? personality 69. favorite position, top or below? uh <br /><br />.creative questions<br />71. if you had the chance to speak with william shatner what would you say to him? youre an idiot<br />74. does the idea of leprechauns scare you? no<br />75. have you ever wanted to make someone cry for no reason? yes 76. have you ever written on a mirror? yah long time ago<br />78. do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed: bed<br />81. did gym class or team sports traumatize you as a child? no<br />83. if someone could pop their eyeballs right out of the sockets would that impress you? hell ya<br /><br />.school: have you ever ..<br />86. skipped school? yes<br />87. skipped a class? yes<br />88. slept through a class? yes<br />89. thrown things at the teacher, and what did you throw? no<br />90. done mean things to people in your class? prolly<br />91. cheated on tests? yah<br />92. plagarized? all the time<br />92. copied someone else's work? Yah.<br />93. been suspended, and for what? no<br />94. been expelled, and for what? no<br />95. had detention? no<br />96. brought a weapon to school, and what was it? no<br />97. stolen something from someone at school? yea<br />98. had drugs in your posession at school? yea<br />99. harrassed anyone in school? yea <br />100. bought a teacher a flower? hell no<br /><br />.home: have you ever ..<br />102. snuck out and been caught? no<br />103. snuck out and got away with it? yah<br />104. hit a family member? yes<br />105. been grounded for a month or more? yes<br />106. had a party at your house unsupervised? yes<br />107. broken something & lied about it? yes<br />108. stolen money from your family members? no<br />109. had a fistfight with your sibling? No<br />110. gotten in trouble for bad grades? every marking period<br />.drugs: have you ever ..<br />111. smoked cigarettes? yes<br />112. drank alcohol? Yes<br />113. been so drunk you passed out? yes<br />114. puked from drug usage? just alcohol<br />115. sniffed permanent markers or white out to get "high"? no<br />118. taken any pill medication that wasn't prescribed to you? no<br />119. smoked crack, or any other drug? yes <br />121. tried x? no way<br />122. candy flipped? No.<br />124. sold illegal drugs? yes<br />125. had an adult or older person buy you alcohol or cigarettes? heh 2 nights ago<br />126. stolen alcohol or cigarettes from a store? yes<br />127. driven drunk or under the influence of anything? just pot<br />128. done any unusual drugs? i guess depending what unusual is<br />129. tried inhalants? no<br />130. took sleeping pills? yes all the time<br />131. took caffeine pills? again all the time<br />132. used 3 or more drugs at once? yes<br />132. tripped acid? No<br />133. hallucinated? yes<br />134. taken a drug & swore you'd never take it again because of something that happened? no<br />135. overdosed? No<br />136. taken something you didn't know what it was? no<br />137. played a game such as "who will get the drugs"? who the hell does that<br />138. been in a drinking contest? yes<br />139. won a drinking contest? yes actually<br />140. gone to school/work on drugs? yes both<br />141. been caught by your parents or any adult while you were on drugs? No<br /><br />.misc: have you ever .. <br />142. stolen anything minor (small things)? yes<br />143. stolen anything major (expensive)? Not really<br />144. robbed a store/person? no<br />145. been caught stealing? yes<br />146. vandalized anything? not severely<br />147. stolen anything not from a store? yes<br />148. tampered with other people's mail? no<br />149. driven illegaly? yes lots of times<br />150. ran from the cops? yes<br />151. been busted by the cops for anything? yes<br />152. been arrested? no<br />153. had charges on anything filed against you? no<br />154. been to court? no<br />155. been convicted of any crime? no<br />156. broken in to any place? no<br />157. spray painted anything? no<br />158. harassed anyone? not really<br />159. done anything under the age of consent (drink, etc.)? yes<br />160. had sex under the age of consent? no<br />161. hit or harmed anyone? yes<br />162. broken into anyone else's stuff online? no<br />163. hacked a persons computer or website? no<br />164. commited adultery? no<br />165. been banned from any place for any reason? no<br />166. had a restraining order against you? no urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:5883 2002-07-06T04:26:38Z 2002-07-06T04:26:38Z Name: Matthew<br />Do you like it: too popular<br />Nicknames: oh.... you mean that gay kid?<br />Screen names: malane022<br />Age: 15 (shut up im 16 on July 30)<br />Birthday: July 30<br />Location: computer desk haha<br />School: central<br />Crush: kelly<br />Natural hair color: brown<br />Current hair color: brown<br />Eye color: hazel<br />Height: 5'10"<br />Birthplace: Detroit, Michigan<br />Shoe size: 10.5<br /><br />[ favorites ] <br />Number: 4,000,000<br />Color: black<br />Day: saturday<br />Month: who the hell has a favorite month?<br />Song: Pink Floyd-wish you were here<br />Movie: Pink Floyd-The Wall/The Beatles-Yellow Submarine?Half Baked<br />Food: dunno<br />Band: Pink Floyd, Beatles, Alkaline Trio, Sublime, many more<br />Season: fall<br />Sport: skateboarding <br />Class: Gym<br />Teacher: sharpe<br />Drink: CJ's margaritas - mmm mmm mmmmmmmm<br />Veggie: yucky<br />TV Show: simpsons, friends, family guy<br />Radio Station: 89x<br />Store: pac sun i dunno<br />Word: <br />Animal: ?<br />Flower: cannabis flowers (sorry to steal the idea from you mike)<br />state: Hawaii<br /><br />[ love and relationships ]<br />Do you have a bf/gf: no<br />Do you have a crush: yea<br />How long have you liked him/her: i dunno, months<br />Why do you like this person: she is perfect<br />How long was your longest relationship: i think like 5 months or something<br />How long was your shortest relationship: a day <br />Who was your first love: no one<br />What do you miss about them: nothing<br /><br />[ the past ]<br />What is the one thing you would change about your past: better grades<br />What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life: trying to be who i wasnt<br /><br />[ future ] <br />What day is it tomorrow: fuck if i know<br />What are you going to do after this: cash out<br />Who are you going to talk to: beats the hell outta me<br />Where are you going to go: bed<br />How old will you be when you graduate:17 i think<br />What do you wanna be: professional sleeper<br />What is one of your dreams: dying without growing old, i dont want to see myself as an old man<br />Where will you be in 25 years: naked asleep in my bed, in my moms basement<br /><br />[ have you ever ]<br />Drank: yes.<br />Smoked: yes.<br />Stolen: yes.<br />Done anything illegal: yes.<br />Wanted to die: no<br />Hit someone: oh yea lol<br /><br />[ other ] <br />Do you write in cursive or print: print<br />Are you a lefty or a righty: righty<br />What is your sexual preference: da ladies<br />What piercings do you have: both earlobes and left cartlidge<br />Do you drive: 2 montys man<br />Do you have glasses or braces: contacts<br />Did you like this survey: no<br /><br />[ physical appearance ]<br />What do you most like about your body: my sexy buns<br />And least: my not sexy buns<br />Do you think you're good looking: no<br /><br />[ fashion ]<br />Do you wear a watch: nope<br />How many coats and jackets do you own: ask me tommorow<br />Most treasured clothing item: i dont know<br />What kind of shoes do you wear: Savier<br />Describe your style in one word: stupid urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:5436 2002-07-01T19:56:42Z 2002-07-01T19:56:42Z chica chica chica chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (sprinkler outside) last night.... worked till 10 went to Young Young's house for a after work Nook party... fun times. Matt and JT got it on hardcore. ewwie. played quarter bounce with CJ Futrel matt wilson and scott anderson at 5 am and then decided to crash. woke up at about 2 and came home. Im a lil warn out but ready for a fun filled day! later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:4880 2002-06-27T04:09:04Z 2002-06-27T04:09:04Z im thinkin of throwin on some beatles... wow last nite was nuts. we tryed to party hard (andrew wk style lol) but caseys house kept getting raided by neighbors that were checking in on her. plus pepole were doing it left and right, it was hard to sleep due to the noise. whatever i had a good time nonetheless. today licked ass, work from 4 to 11. shit <br />later everyone urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:4629 2002-06-24T02:51:47Z 2002-06-24T02:51:47Z Bane-Superhero whoever invented parents should be shot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:4562 2002-06-22T16:15:32Z 2002-06-22T16:15:32Z this is my entry for my live journal today. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:4278 2002-06-20T05:02:30Z 2002-06-20T05:02:30Z it appears i sent the last post about 30 times. sorry to take up all the space and what not. later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:4007 2002-06-20T04:41:04Z 2002-06-20T04:41:04Z Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:3792 2002-06-20T04:31:06Z 2002-06-20T04:31:06Z Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:3432 2002-06-20T04:21:45Z 2002-06-20T04:21:45Z Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:3242 2002-06-20T04:21:04Z 2002-06-20T04:21:04Z Pink Floyd - Another Brick In The Wall (part 3) I feel great today. That's it. Screw all this teenage-drama bullshit. I'm not letting any of it get to me anymore, its fucking stupid. later everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:2834 2002-06-18T21:38:17Z 2002-06-18T21:38:17Z Pink Floyd- Young Lust im sick of stupid people hurting people. everyone in this goddamn world is stuborn and 2 faced, whats with that? theres nobody who can change anyone. human beings are naturally stubborn and naturally fight change. whatever no one cares for each other anymore, that emotion is gone. <br /><br />well im feeling a little sick from last night but who cares all in all it was good, despite all the vomit. it was worth it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:2776 2002-06-17T21:43:50Z 2002-06-17T21:43:50Z Pink Floyd - Mother ECLIPSE<br /><br />All that you touch<br />And all that you see<br />All that you taste<br />All that you feel<br />All that you love<br />All that you hate<br />All you distrust<br />All that you save<br />All that you give<br />All that you deal<br />All that you buy<br />beg, borrow or steal<br />All you create<br />All you destroy<br />All that you do<br />All that you say<br />All that you eat And everyone you meet<br />All that you slight And everyone you fight<br />All that is now<br />All that is gone<br />All that's to come<br />and everything under the sun is in tune,<br />BUT THE SUN IS ECLIPSED BY THE MOON. <br /><br />Pink Floyd - Dark Side Of The Moon urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:2460 2002-06-15T05:19:39Z 2002-06-15T05:19:39Z <center><br /><img src="http://home.nyu.edu/~lap250/fake.jpg"><br><br><br /><a href="http://mewing.net/fault.html">take the "what's my fault" quiz.</a><br /><br><a href="http://mewing.net">(and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.)</a><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:2212 2002-06-15T04:27:08Z 2002-06-15T04:27:08Z way uncool. i have some HARDCORE decision making too do on more than one thing. some of which i cant even put in my journal. i wish things would just fall into place and work themselves out in life without any thought or any participation from the subject, or victim in my case. whichever way i decide theres someone thats gonna be totaly pissed at me. oh well everyone can say goodbye to the real me cuz im going to be a totaly different person from now on. i have to act fake and pretend this shit isnt stressing me out when really its engulfing my conscience, my every thought, my every move. my soul is falling through the floor and shotting "Headfirst Straight To Hell". who wants to join me, no? i dont blame you. "I'll see you on the dark side of the moon". urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:1936 2002-06-14T19:14:11Z 2002-06-14T19:14:11Z lost all my downloads, im pissed I cant believe it, i lost all my hair. i had to do it for summer but man its differnent. at least it look aright. um gotta go to work at 4 and right now its 3:10, at least i get paid tonight tho. its all good. sarah and alaina we gotta hang out before sarah goes back to hic-ville. lol j/p sarah i luv ya. well everyone im outty later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:1790 2002-06-14T05:05:42Z 2002-06-14T05:05:42Z was looking for the perfect song but couldnt find it Well today sucked. I sat around all day doing nothing, although i did it on purpose cuz i was too pissed to do anything. now i regret it and wish i wouldve gone out. i ended up goin to ellens bonfire at like 9 tho so that was kool. thanx for having people ellen. overall i had a crappy day. everything went wrong since the minute i woke up and had to hear a bunch of shit from my parents about how i do things with my friends too much and dont hang with the family enough. what is that? what kid wants to stay home and have family parties? gay. at least the wings won thats kool. ashley thanks alot for giving me your glasses, mega cool. i really dont want to type anymore so im leaving. later friends urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:1403 2002-06-13T04:06:05Z 2002-06-13T04:06:05Z Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here i dont know whats goin on man. theres too much peer pressure in this world. i have so many friends that are totaly rad and try to help me and i have so many friends that say im stupid for quitting. what i need is help and motivation from my friends, not pressure. whats up with people? people suck. dont get me wrong i love all my friends and i thank god for them but some people are just ignorant. you guys i dont blame you for not helping i guess, i mean we had a lot of good times together, but what i need now is some assistance, im reaching out. lend a hand...<br /><br />ps- thank you to all my friends who inspire me and motivate me, john and ashley and will just to name a few. you dont know how much it means to me, you dont know how much you mean to me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:925 2002-06-11T15:17:29Z 2002-06-11T15:17:29Z Dude not cool, as of yet i failed my english and math finals. Tommorow im bound to fail my chemistry final cuz im goin to the blink, green day, saves the day concert tonight and will have no study time whatsoever. who cares its not like studying would help me out, deaf ass weston makes his tests so freakin hard its unbelievable. whatever im stoked for today so i dont even care nemore. so im really happy cuz i thought i was making one of my great friends sad and i found out i wasnt. so things are beginning to be on the up and up i guess. also there is only one more day of crappy ass schhol left so thats a bonus. later everyone urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:595 2002-06-11T00:39:18Z 2002-06-11T00:39:18Z im startin to understand this crap. im not sure if its hard or if im just a retard. prolly a little bit of both huh? o well later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:2kewl4u:401 2002-06-10T17:09:46Z 2002-06-10T17:09:46Z hey its matt malane if you somehow get my journal name dealy then add me to your list or whatev and post a message so i can add you. this all is a little confusing but what the hell i guess ill figure it out in time